finally cny will end soon....

cny is ending soon....but this year i'm celebrating cny wif my hubby,my parents n a new member(my son).currently my mom is helping me taking care my son so my mom haven go out to my dad shop for a long time.the 1st day of cny i m at my hubby side.we wake up at 8 n start our pai lin journey....and end at 6 in the noon.i m not really get to know his relative so its quite bored...then the 2nd day i m so...happy cause i m going to my mom house.but my mom come to my mil house.its her 4th time she see my son....that is call a mom in law......actually i m not really like her cause the way she treat me and my family.....ohhh i hate her soooooo much.then when my son went back home my son dun feel so well.he start to vomit again.....this happen when my son been carried by strangers(ppl who he haven see before).then the nex day i m going to tioman with my hubby and his friend.and thats is the day i feel so happy and no need to see my mil face...hahaha...we came back on the 6 day of cny....for few day i m already at my mom house helping her to take care my son.my son is very hard to take care and now he is starting to grow baby teeth.

why...why....why

its been a while since i blog....i thought after i get married i will b totally happy but actually it is not.i have 2 think a lot of thing such as my hubby,my parents in law,my lovely son and my family.now i only know that my own family is the best.now me and my hubby is staying together with my parents in law and my my hubby brothers.10 ppl in 1 house...can u imagine that.....my mil is a person who like 2 rule everything(king or queen in the house) and my fil is a person who dun talk much,his big bro is his mama boy who also like his mom attitude and the others is ok 2 me.by the way i m not scared wif my mil coz she is #$%#@!# @#!%@#!....she always brain wash my hubby brain......in front of his son she will treat u gd n at the back she will gossip u.....in my mil heart and mind is onli his elder son....after i gave birth she dun even go to my mom house n have a look at his grandson.....and now oso the same....and now my son already 6 mth plus....my parents in law till now also haven c before my son....many ppl say that it is gd to have a baby boy and for me its different.yesterday nite my sis in law told me something....she say one nite she and her hubby are going to have dinner so the big bro r asking his mom along....then the yougest son ask her mom "did u go and see ur grandson?"and my mil say"why must i go and see my grandson...call them to bring back home lah....i will not going to see him if he is there"then my mil somemore say my hubby is stupid cause choosing me as his wife instead of his ex....how can a mil say like this?the 1st day after i pantang then i have to come back to setapak(2nd home)then at night my mil left me and my son at home alone....that time my son is crying non stop.....its my 1st time having a baby.....so she just left us all alone....then i have to call my mom and luckily my parents came and help me....its was already 9 something and i haven eat ar take my shower....sob sob....why i have such a mil?then till now she will call my hubby and ask me when want to bring the son back home...then i will say no cause she didnt even treat our son as his grandson.like yasterday night me and my hubby argue again because of the same problem...haiz....not i dont want 2 bring my son back its just that my son is super sensitive to ppl and the surroundings...and somemore my son dun even saw my parents in law also....after my son go back home he will vomit and dun even want to sleep....very hard to take care....sometimes my hubby relative will ask why no bring my son back n its hard to tell them wat happen....why my hubby dun even care how i feel?

continue back my story

actually i have a lot of things and topic i can say but now i juz try to figured it how can i write it!haiz....few month ago my life was so miserable.i just know going to club,drink and went back home late but now no more cause i think that this kind of life is so boring and wasting my time and day although not my money.everytime i go to club i dun need to pay cause my friend will spend me.so when i started to work at mary chia as a beautician,one of my coll intro this guy to me.his name is peng.he is a a person who dun talk much and kinda shy guy.all his life he juz work and work and work .all his fren are some already married and some is getting married.now only left him.we started dating on merdeka eve then the next day we went to genting for a holiday with his friend.if i'm not mistaken wheather that is the date.hahaha.......

When we are at genting he never hold my hand!haiz....its because he is to shy to do that.when i go back home i ask him and he just say that he is afraid.alamak....after that day onwards he try his best to improve himself.after so short term we have been dating we finally get engaged at tin hau kong on 24.12.08.that is my happiest day in my life....i have no regret marrying him cause finally i already found mr.right.

on that day my autie and my cousin sister was there also.thet were so happy especially when my cousin sis(eileen) was holding the bouquet of rose.....hahaha

now let me show u my latest pic

tat i have taken with my coll at pavilion.that time we are having fun eating,drinking and chatting.gosh i miss the times so much.but now i dun think so that i can do this thing anymore cause my life change since this person came into my life.he treat me damm good.we get to know each other through my coll intro.he is a shy and dun talk much person but in the phone he is so talkative.he have changed my life so much.guys i write until here and i will b continue with my story coz i need to sleep.gd nite n sweet dream

now i m back again.....

halo i m back again.for long long time i left my blog without any update.haiz...my life changed a lot this year.

saturday 23/02/08

today i just create my very own blog.now i can write my very own story of my own eveyday if i have the time coz i seldom online already.yesterday i just heard that my friend are getting married on march or april.i know both of them quite some time.here i wish them happy always and have acute baby